"Rain please, let me explain. I'm regretting what I've done."
"Rain…" he took my hand. We were standing at the door of our house, actually mine since Jeff left a few days back but he's come back now. Guess this is his way of saying sorry, standing at my door with my hand in his.
"…I'm sorry Rain I shouldn't have overreacted like that…I regret saying those words!" Those words...yes, those three horrible sounding words "I hate you."
Guess this means he's taking back all he said before.
"I love you Rain…and no one can replace you. I hope you still love me too. I'm really sorry."
I stayed quiet wanting to say something. I opened my mouth but the words wouldn't come out!
Why can't I speak? What's wrong with me? Why can't I tell him that I love him too and that nothing has changed? I always liked how much he wanted anyone but me. He said he'd never come back but here he is again. Tell him that you love him too Rain!
He beamed coming a step closer I stood on my toes so that I could kiss him, I realized how much I missed him, every minute without him was torture.
My lips crushed his, passion erupted within me I had missed him, he responded with the same passion and the same ferocity. Had he missed me too?
A few minutes later we stopped kissing to breathe, I had forgotten how exhilarating it was kissing him. I looked into those warm brown eyes and saw my reflection in them. How could someone be so gorgeous?
I noticed we were standing in the doorway. I pulled him in he came in looking too glad to do so. I made him sit on the couch and I put my head on his chest listening to his heart beat…He was mine!
We sat in silence. I didn't want to be the first one to break it. I think he understood that 'cause he put his arms around me and said "I'm sorry Rain. I was such an idiot I'm not worthy of you"
"Ssh…" I cut him off, giving him a light kiss on the lips. "We belong together now, forever united here somehow, you got a piece of me and honestly my life would suck without you!" I stated. These were our wedding vows we had decided to state them on our wedding.
"You weren't the only one I was a jerk too. I was stupid for trying to say goodbye and I was wrong for trying to pick a fight!"
I shuddered as I remembered what had happened that forced him to lose his temper.
I was angry at Jeff because he never kept things at their right places. His shoes were on the living room carpet, and not on the shoe rack, his towel was on the floor and not in the washing machine. All this made me lose control I was what you'd call a "Neat freak" I had shouted on him, Jeff, my soul mate the only one for me. But it wasn't only me who lost control what started as a stupid mindless argument between two people turned into a major fight. And Jeff decided to leave and never come back again.
"I know that I've got issues but you're pretty messed up too. Either way I found out I'm nothing without you." I replied.
"Me too. You're the air I breathe and the blood that flows in my veins. I love you."
"We belong together now, forever united here somehow. You got a piece of me and honestly my life would suck without you." I repeated our would be vows again.
"You know something I missed you a lot. It felt so incomplete not having you with me these past few days."
"Me too, not being with you was so dysfunctional I knew I really shouldn't miss you but I couldn't let you go"
"We belong together now, forever united here somehow. You got a piece of me and honestly my life would suck without you."