I wouldn't relate this to Romeo and Juliet, nor would I call this
a fairytale, as this is tragic but also makes you feel love sick.
It teaches that not everything is not as it seems and that people
change their minds like they do cloths.......
Ever since I was a little girl, around 8 I must say, all the time
at soccer there was always this one boy that I thought was rather
amazing to put everything in one word. I never knew this person
and over the years he would always linger in my mind, I never
made an effort to find out who he was because he was always just
there, I never spoke to him, I don't think any of my friends knew
him and I would always forget about him but then I would see him
again and remember exactly who he was. I don't think he ever
noticed me either. As a child I would always go through the boys
I liked and I could always imagine his face in my head but never
really knew who he was. I guess it was mysterious in a way to
think that I knew who this boy was but I never really actually
The years passed, and I would still remember him every time I saw
him and as the years went by I started to like this boy more and
more. When I was 14 I was put into a representative soccer side
as well as him, we had both always played at this level but never
trained together or been in the same grade. so now I was training
with this boy that I have noticed all my childhood years.
My best friend was sleeping over my house one night but I had
training that night as well so she came down and watched and then
she was going to come home with me. My best friend also played
representative soccer but in a different age group. As she was my
best friend she knew everything about me, all my secrets, who i
liked, who i didn't like etc etc. At the time she knew the person
I liked which wasn't this boy as i never really told anyone about
him, he was just always at the back of my mind.
That training session when my best friend was watching i was
deciding to tell and show her who this boy was. After that
training session i said to my friend:
" that's him, i used to like him"
My friend was happy for me and was asking if I still liked him,
of course I replied "no".
so that night when my friend was sleeping over that's all we
talked about, this boy which we had no idea who he was or even
what his name was.
The weeks went by and me and my friend were still wondering what
his name was. one day I was on a social networking site and I
thought that maybe if I typed in one of his friends name I would
be able to find out what this boy's name was, so that's exactly
what I did. I found one of his friends and looked for hours
trying to find out his name. Finally I found it!. I was so proud
of myself now all I had to do was actually meet and talk to him
in real life.
I started talking to this boy on the social networking site
allot, we became very good friends and every day I was liking him
more and more.
I never thought that anything was going to happen between us to
so I just kept talking to him and acting normal, one day a boy
named Andrew asked me out on a date, I agreed to it and I wasn't
sure if I wanted to because I still had feelings for this boy.
Me and Andrew had been dating for a about month un yet I still
couldn't stop thinking about this boy . one day I was sitting by
myself and this boy came up to me and sat next to me and started
talking to me, my heart was racing, I've never felt anything like
it before. After that me and this boy were flirting allot and
getting very close, I was falling for him even more! . I tod him
i was going out with this person named Andrew and I said that I
didn't really like him and I wanted to break up with him. This
boy even offered to break up with him for me. He was so sweet I
literally felt head over heels for this boy.
After a while this boy all of a sudden stopped flirting and
talking with me, I was so confused, i didn't know whether it was
because I had a boyfriend or anything else it could have been. I
broke up with my boyfriend hoping that this boy would start
talking to me again, but he never did, he still spoke to me
casually but nowhere near as much as he used to.
All my friends said that he just didn't know what to say to me,
so I decided to talk to him over the internet and tell him that i
broke up with my boyfriend, that's what I did and he went
straight offline and he hasn't spoken to me since.
I would go close to saying I loved this boy and he played me when
I had a boyfriend and decided to stop it when I didn't have a
To tell you the truth I really don't know how to end this piece
of writing as I am not sure the ending of this is over yet, I
guess if it is this will be my first and last novel about this
and the "boys" name will never be revealed. But if this is not
the end I'm sure his name will be revealed in the next novel....