By the time I woke up, I didn't look at him. I didn't want to.
He was still asleep and was sound. I managed to get my clothes properly on and I felt my knees tremble. I looked on the bed and saw the small stain of blood, my blood. I covered Seth up quickly and was glad that it was still the middle of the night. No one would see me, and I prayed so hard to God he would not wake up in a while. Or even remember.
I tried every possible chance i had to avoid him. I couldnt stop staring though, everytime he passed by, i couldnt help but take a peak at him. Its been a long time, too long. Maybe a month... but something is very wrong with me. Very wrong.
In the morning, I went to the university and saw him, all neat and tidy. "Erin" He called my name when he turned and saw me "I didn't see you in like 3 weeks!"
One month. Cuz i would know. I walked past him to hide my shame and my guilt with anger. I wanted him to apalogize... but that will never happen. As i walked I could hear him mumble something about need. What does he need?
I saw Natasha smiling at me and she spoke "Erin, lets hang out this Saturday with you me and Leo!"
I looked at her funny, "If... you want sure" Maybe i could like Natasha, maybe then I would get over Seth.
So all three of us went out. Watched a movie and we sat at a restaurant...
Natasha stood up about 20 minutes when we were eating "oh look at the time! I have to go! I'll leave you two alone. It was fun! Bye!" She left quickly and went out the door. Didnt even pay for herself.
It has been about 10 minutes, and me and Leo were having a light conversation about politics or something... but then I saw Seth barge through the door. He glared at me.
"ERIN!" He bellowed in front of everyone and in all my life, i felt real pain. Everyone was quiet and no one spoke. "how can you hurt Natasha like that?! Hit her beautiful face!?"
I stared at him helplessly "Out of all things, this is how you solve our fight?! You ambush her?" He hissed.
"W..wait, what are-"
"I don't want to hear it. I don't want to see your face. get out of this place. right NOW."
I did. I left town, and moved to a small one. Of course everything went wrong.
And in a while, I thought:
I didn't get my period