Remember that one day you were over at my house, and we were laying in the grass? My head was in your lap, my hair was down and you were smoothing it down. I was SO relaxed then. I didn't want you to leave. I didn't want you to leave yesterday either. When you're gone, it hurts my chest and I almost can't take it.
I've proved to you that I love you. I don't regret it because you...you're the right one for me. I don't regret giving you what I did give you. It was OUR decision to give one another that thing and I'm not sorry. I'm actually kind of glad to have given it to you.
When you're not with me, we're talking on the phone...and everytime, it's for so long. Just hearing your voice......it helps me. YOU help me. I've told you before that....you saved my life. And I meant that. Not only do I want you...I NEED you....EVERY day.
I am so happy with you that it takes so much out of me NOT to cry...even when you kiss me the way you do, I don't care what others see in you, I see you for the AMAZING person you REALLY are and I love you for it. I won't EVER let you go, and that is a promise I will NEVER break.
I can't POSSIBLY imagine my life without you. You...I don't know WHAT the hell you did, but you made me a better person. You've promised me a forever and I've promised you one too, so, by God, you'll get it because you know I DON'T EVER break my promises.
I don't care what Kelly may have or may not have said about me, I really don't. 1) She wouldn't have (if she did) said it if she was a TRUE friend and 2) I'm YOURS. NO ONE ELSE'S. I'm not going anywhere and you KNOW that.
When I say that I miss you, I mean it. I wish that we could be by each other EVERY second of each day and I can't STAND the tightness in my chest when you're away. I feel empty in the morning when I wake up from dreams of your beautiful eyes. I hate waking up feeling that way....But, like you said, one day will come and I won't have to feel that way.
You're always on my mind...I can't get you out of my head....and all those nights we spent together....especially last night. :D You've made me so happy and I don't know how else to show you that except for the tears that are in my eyes as I type this for you.
Garrett, I love you and I walways will.