I visualized myself in your arms as I read your
letter. I got so wet and my heart felt so good at the
idea of sharing both love and lovemaking with the
person I am in love with. I feel myself awakening to
the fact that I deserve to love and be loved in this
lifetime. You make me feel that way. You make me
feel like I have found the love I had been seeking all
my life. I had given up and then you appeared to get
a dollars worth of red worms and mealy bugs. I guess
it is true that when you stop seeking that's when you
find the love you want. Seekers never seek.
I knew Baitshopman
was not the man for me within
six months of getting married. I believe he feels the samei
as I do. The love and marriage was over some time ago.
With or without you I plan on leaving him. I do not want
to lose you but meeting you has made me realize that I
want and deserve to have all the love ,joy and happiness
life and love has to offer. I know that you cannot make me
happy. But together we can allow, encourage and love
eachother so we can grow together as one.
Well a customer just walked in for some grubs.
Goodbye for now
Love always Baitshopgirl