I see him. My heart skips a beat. I blush for the first time in my life. He looks my way. God I have to look away. I try to talk to him. I can't say a word. I am a loud person what is hapening to me? I want to ask him his name. He bumps into me he wispers sorry. His voice is velvity. I don't think he knows that I heard him because I don't answer. I see his 'friend'. I ask what his name is. Its funny. Only because its so original and... My big sisters nickname! His 'friend' also says that he is gay. IS IT TRUE?! I run into him later. His 'friend' had told him that I had asked for his name. He tells me not to worry he's not gay. He introducies himself I say my name. GOD HE HAS A NICE SMILE! I talk to him some more. My friend comes up. She shouts 'IS THIS THE GUY YOU LIKE?' RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM! I blush a bright red. He looks down kinda shy like. I go sit down. I look back he is looking at me. I smile. He smiles to. Later my friend is walking with me. He is kinda behind me. I look over at her to ask a question. She is making a heart sigh with her hands at him and then she see's me looking she runs of. I get embaresed. Later I make a fool of my self. I feel bad. I apologize. I don't speak to him for a while. It's my birthday. My friend asked me to go to HER birthday party. I say yes. She says I can invite someone. I ask HIM. He says he wants to but he can't he has to leave town for a family thing. I say thats cool. We talk some more. The next day his 'friend' Says that he said to leave him alone. I do. I feel so bad. I don't talk to him. I avoid him. I see girls hanging all over him. I feel sad. He is talking to a pretty girl I run intohim he just stands their and stares at me. I feel bad. My friends confort me. My friend who had made the heart sighn at him makes me blush. She makes me feel beter. SHEknows that I still like him. Is it hopless? does he mabye like me? I see him in the hall and he stares at me. He smiles I blush and look down. I think he likes me!
GOD I HOPE SO!
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