April didn't care that her tears had smudged her makeup or that
it was still running down her face, to tell you the truth she
didn't care about anything anymore. Not her looks or her hair or
even her life, anything that had given her meaning had died with
her relationship with Danial her boy- sorry EX boyfriend.
Kicking a rock of the side of the beach walk she was on she
remembered that just down the road and to the left was the peer
she and him had shared their first kiss, well it was CPR but to
April it still counted. She smiled remembering his words when she
had woke up spitting out nasty river water.
"girl, you have problems," no are you alright? Or do you need to
go to the hospital? No he just simply told April that she had
problems. What gave that away?
Was it her taking a suicidal swim in the freezing river? Or was
it that she had tried to fight him off as his strong warm hands
had tugged her from the unforgiving currant. . . she thought it
was both but she didn't care anymore. Fresh tears falling she
walked back to the same peer hoping to finish what she had
He wont stop me this time. . . she thought ignoring to stupid birds soaring
above her head crying out to each other the news of the
ungrateful girl, that's how Danial stated it.
"all you do is take advantage of people! You whine and you cry
and you threaten your own LIFE!" he had screamed at her only
hours before, he was right of course. April loved to get what she
wanted, she was spoiled that way, and when ever she say something
she could use she toke the chance even if it hurt someone. "think
about someone else instead of yourself for ONCE April! Do you
ever stop and think that maybe, just maybe the sun and stars
don't revolve around you?! That maybe people hate you! That most
times your a complete bitch!?" another tear streaked down her
cheek carrying the pain and hurt of his words with it burning her
cold skin, because she could deny it all she wanted but she knew
he was right.
The peer was up ahead, its walk looming or the deathly gray
water, she was so close she could already feel its harsh waves
bring her to a peaceful sleep. Breathing in the dark air she
thought of Danial telling her she was over reacting like she
always did. Like she cared, or believed him.
Turning the corner to face the peer she stopped in her tracts, at
the end of the peer sat Danial with another girl playing his guitar looking beautiful like
always. Sinking back behind the corner she tried to ignore the
image of him and that perky blonde cuddling up to him like some
love sick puppy.
"you wanna play hard ball,"
April stated a plan alrighty rolling in her head, "lets play hard
ball," and like that she had a plan that was going to ruin