I'm a member of the writer's F**k You Club!

I never intended to become a writer/poet but i just found that when i was faced with a difficult time or an emotional event it would leave me with these words and sentences or sometimes just a title in my head that i had to write down and expand on. So all of my posts on here have stemmed from an experience or a feeling that has had an extreme affect on me. I have decided to post them on here purely to see if they make sense to anyone else. As i said writing them down is a way of releasing my pains and emotions, this is why most of them have a depressed feeling about them. A lot of the poems have come from the sudden and unexpected loss of my Grandad, who passed away whilst i was pregnant so i didn't let myself grieve for fear of affecting my baby, it's only in the last year and a half that  have really started my greiving and these poems are part of my healing process and also my way of showing him how much he meant and still means to me.