My Wilderness

One side of me wants to do right the other just don't no anything about it. I told you I wouldn't, you proved to me I shouldn't. Its hard being hollow. With no room to find rest. Never understood forgiveness. I had acquinteces but no other relationship. Compared to what we got. I know you far away. Or is it just me. This is my mythology.

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In the wilderness there is a quitness. In a tropical climate, there are sour lemons. But in the dry dirt here I build a garden. Can't be lonely. With all these scorpions. Can talk to myself when I'm not around your speaking to an empty wall.

And on this wandering journey your my father. While in a desert I found book. Started reading the red letters. I assumed these where yours. I understand what we had. Now I'm just barely hearing the good news. And in this wilderness. I see a mirage. It looks so realistic. How can I feel it if it's just a mist. Not a ghost more like a spirit. I'm just trying to describe what has happened.

Chorus

In the wilderness there is a quitness. In a tropical climate, there are sour lemons. But in the dry dirt here I build a garden. Can't be lonely. With all these scorpions. Can talk to myself when I'm not around your speaking too. How could I want this life so deserted. It's makes me twist my brain. Till I find a solution and I know it's you.