|Favorite book:||Shadow of the Wind|
|Member Since:||Nov 14, 2011|
Well, I don't really know what to say here. I came to Booksie after one of my best friends, becomingthenewgirl, recomended it. I always wanted to keep my writing to myself, let everything stay hidden. That changed when I learned one of my best freinds had been doing really, really stupid things. I didn't want all of the darker things I started writing after that to stay in my poetry book forever, I wanted someone to hear my side of the story, and it's not selfish. Writing is my way of saying how I feel, and right now I'm not feeling so hot. Normally I'm the girl who can't watch kissing scenes, who is always saying completely random things that make sense to me and no one else, the one who loves science, and who is overall just crazy. I didn't know until recently that I've got someone else by my side, like so many others. This me wants to take risks that might get her into trouble, maybe try drugs to to see how I'd react, who wants to beat the living light out of the boys who are mean to me and my friends.This girl wants to just wear black jeans and black everything wear make-up and change my looks so that no one could tell who I am. This me wants to be dangerous and wild. Sometimes I wish I could let her out, let her explore the world through new eyes, but that wouldn't do me any good. So for now I'll just stay the way I am, but hold hands with the one who is dying to get out, and keep her contained.