I ran my fingers through her silky velvet hair and kissed her forehead. She was still asleep. Her body lay naked beside me. Small and fragile. She's smiling in her sleep. I wonder why. It wasn't that good I don't think. I mean, I've had better. But she was…inexperienced. She wasn't a virgin, but I could tell she was a newbie.

It's weird to me. She's twenty three, yet I've probably fucked more times in one day than she has in her entire life. I smiled and traced my nose along her collarbone, inhaling the scent of sex on her mixed with the smell of her own body. It was familiar to me and made me feel comfortable. I sucked and nipped at the skin on her neck and she stirred in her sleep, yet didn't wake up.

I could hear Leo and his girl going at it again across the hallway and it was slowing flipping that switch off in my brain that makes me go in psycho mode. He was making her scream. In both pain and pleasure. They counter balance each other and most women won't admit it but they enjoy a little pain now and then. I was good to Taylor last night. I think that's why she's smiling. I was slow and gentle. I tuned into her needs and made myself to be just for her. I gave her everything she wanted and more. I whispered sweetness in her ear and let her know how much I wanted her in a…matter of words. The poor girl told me she loved me. But that's not the first time I've heard that during sex. Love has nothing to do with the way I do things. Lust is my motivation.

My hand slid under the sheet, past her belly button and I slowly massaged her. She was warm and my fingers were cold. I felt the goose bumps on her arms, as she scooted closer to me. A whimper escaped her lips and I smiled and rubbed her harder. My fingers slipped lower and found her wet for me. I traced her up and down, teasing her. She whimpered louder, yet still not awake.

Taylor writhed against my hand, subconsciously trying to get me to abide. Cool breath passed her lips and I kissed her gently as I slipped one finger past her creamy folds. She bit my lip and sucked at it gingerly. I added another cold finger and she contracted herself and closed her legs, keeping my hand from moving. I smiled and kissed her harder, letting her wake up to my tongue against hers. I began to pull my hand away but she constricted her thighs tighter around it.

"Don't stop." she mumbled, half awake by now.

I laughed and took my hand away with a tug. I leaned over her, letting her feel the pressure of my body against hers. She moaned louder and pushed up her waist to me, letting me know I could have all of her. Which I indeed intended to take.

My hand found it's way to her breast and I kneaded with the tips of my fingers. I kissed her lips until they were swollen from my with my own then I rolled her over so she was on top of me. Her eyes slowly opened and she gave me a groggy smile, already beginning to grind her hips against me. I felt her wetness on my waist as she pressed herself down on me, pleasing herself. But I quickly gripped her hips roughly, causing her to stop.

"Not until I get what I want." She followed my eyes down to my package then back up at my face.

"But-" she begin but I put my finger to her lips.

"I'm first." I said sternly. Taylor nodded, her luscious crimson hair falling over her chest. I gently brushed it back over her shoulder and brought her head down to me.

I shivered as she took all of me in her mouth, using her tongue to swirl circles. Now this was something I could tell she had down many times before. I closed my eyes, letting my hand grip her hair on the back of her bobbing head. A smile formed on my lips when she went faster.

"Good girl." I moaned, looking down at her.

I didn't let her stop until she was begging me to finish her. She was panting, her own hands trying to help herself along. But I wasn't having that so I stopped it and put her on her back where she belonged. She moaned loudly as I put my weight back on her. I was hard as rock against her thigh and she tried to scoot her body down so I would go inside her. But this was my game. My rules. My bed.

I pinned her wrist above her head with one of my large hands and smiled at the sight of her shaking and helpless. My free hand slid down her side, remembering every curve as I kissed her full lips. I nudged her legs apart and let her feel my tip. She gasped and egged me on with her hips. I chuckled and bit her lip, forcing my self not to take her now.

"Liam please. Stop teasing me." she begged, wrapping her legs tightly around me.

"Be patient." I whispered in her hair.

"Now." she demanded and suddenly thrust her hips up so I went in all the way. It was my turn to gasp, but I quickly pulled myself out and pushed up off of her. She whined in protest and I straddled her waist.

"Do that again and I won't give you shit." I spat harshly and she nodded like a child.

I smiled and let my hand begin to rub her in small circles. I wanted her as wet as she could be for me. I wanted her begging for it. And only after a few moments, she was. And I was throbbing so hard I let her have me.

I went rough. I wanted to hear her scream that it hurt. To beg me to stop this time. And she did, but deep down I knew she wanted and I knew after a while it would feel better. And it did. And once again she was asking for more. And boy I let her have it.

I don't remember how many times I came, just that it was a lot. I don't how long I pounded into her, just that I was tired. She came with a scream for the last time and I collapsed on top of her, panting. I was dripping with sweat, my hair sticking to my forehead. I laid my head on her breast and she put her hand on the back of my hair, giving me a little pat.

She had told me she loved me again. Poor girl. Doesn't even know what she's talking about. I should probably tell her to stop...but I like hearing it. I like having someone tell me they love me. It's nice.

"Liam?"

"Yes baby." I murmured against her skin.

"That other man. Is he your brother?"

"Yes. Why?"

"I dunno. I was just wondering...and who's that girl in the bathroom?"

"Just a girl, baby. Now rest."

"Is she your girlfriend?"

"No, honey." I huffed, looking up at her. "Look, do you wanna go take a bath? I have some things I need to take care of real quick, if it's okay."

She merely starred at me, then nodded her head. "Okay, but only if you'll join me after your done."

I smiled and nodded the same. "Sure."

I slowly got up, pulling her with me to the bathroom. She giggled as I kissed her, opening the door behind me. I turned away from her to find Bridgette sitting on the floor, starring up at me. I offered her my hand, but she didn't take it, standing up on her own.

"Wait for me outside." I said to her and she just nodded, leaving the bathroom.

I smiled back at Taylor and ran my fingers through her bright crimson locks. "When I get back-" I kissed her softly. "We'll try something new." I whispered to her and she smiled. I returned the favor then walked out, closing the door behind me.

"Hey." I said softly to Bridgette , looking down at her sitting in the recliner. Her eyes lingered on my lower half for a fraction of a second and I smiled. I didn't mind being nude in front of her. I like showing it off if you know what I mean.

"I'm sorry about last night. I didn't mean to throw that on you like that. I should have been more...sensitive I suppose. I keep forgetting how close you were to her. But you know, she's better off this way. Leo and the boys really did a number on her."

Her eyes strayed from mine. "And you."

I sighed. "Once, yes. But she was already broken down by then. And I told him not to get rid of her, but he's been through this before. All he wanted was to let her go. But she would have told, so he did the only thing he could to protect himself. And me."

"Selfish." she muttered.

"Yeah, we are. But don't you think your a little selfish to, Bridge? I mean, you had how many chances to get out of here and get help? Sure, I threatened you, but if you really loved her you would have taken the chance. Obviously you valued your own life more than hers."

She covered her ears and closed her eyes. "Stop it." she whispered.

"Why don't you just admit that you have nowhere to go. That you'd rather stay with me than be out there alone. That you like it here."

"No." she demanded, squeezing her eyes shut.

"Then I'm letting you go right now. Leave. Prove to me you that you don't enjoy having a bed to sleep in and food to eat. And I never touch you, Bridgette. So go ahead and leave." I snapped.

She just starred up at me. Her long black hair falling in her eyes. "Your lying."

"Am I? But so help me God Bridge, you tell anyone, anyone at all, and trust me I'll know. I'll track you down and drag you back here and chain you to the bed. I'll fuck you till you bleed and keep doing it until you learn your lesson. Trust me, Leo's nothing compared to what I'll do to you. So you go out there and try to find someone that'll take in your pathetic ass. You'll be selling yourself by tomorrow night for a bite to eat." I yanked open the bathroom door. "Door's unlocked." I said bitterly before stepping in the little room and closing the door behind me.

What the hell did I just do? No. No she'll be back. She won't tell, that I can guarantee, but no one's gonna take her in. She'll be back in a day or two. The weather's getting to cold to survive out there.

Taylor smiled at me and I returned the favor. I walked to the tub and stepped in with her. She laughed as I pulled her onto my lap and started to kiss he neck. The water was steaming hot and my body shivered from the sudden temperature change. The house was freezing.

My hands rubbed her thighs under the water and she turned her head so I could kiss her full on. It wasn't hard for me to get excited with her sitting right on top of me. I moaned and bit into her shoulder out of habit when I was throbbing. I'll admit I'm a biter. Haha, some ladies like it, some don't. I prefer the ones that don't.

"Liam." she gasped. I smiled against her skin and kissed it lightly where I bit her, sucking on it until it was bright red with a hickey.

My hands roughly gripped her hips and pressed her weight down on me. I told her I'd teach her something new and I doubt she's got it in the back before. I love newbie's. Their so...tight.

I picked her up enough to set her down on me and she cried out in pain and gripped the sides of the tub with white knuckles.

"Liam, stop. I don't wanna do this." she begged. I smiled and kissed her shoulder.

"It'll feel good in a minute baby." I slid my hands up her sides, slowly sliding her down on me even more.

"Please stop." she choked.

"Relax." I whispered in her ear, nipping it gently. "Relax and it won't hurt so bad."

I pushed up my hips until I was in completely and she cried out in pain, her fingers tightening on the tub's edge. I let myself stretch her for a moment, trying to get her used to it. Then I slowly pulled out and she choked out a cry again.

This went on for a couple minutes until my instincts started to take over and I couldn't be so gentle anymore. I got a little faster, a little harder. Taylor didn't protest as much. I moaned into her neck, sliding my hands under thighs to maneuver her better.

"Move with me honey." I whispered and she tried. As much as it hurt her, she tried. I give the poor girl props for that much.

Sooner or later it wasn't hurting her so much and she asked me to finger her. My little trooper. I think I like her a little more than I should. I gave her pain and she took like a solider, not once doing more than asking to stop. But once I assured her it would feel better , she tried her hardest to make me happy.

Once we were done I helped her out and wrapped a towel around her shivering body. "I-It'sss s-s-sooo c-c-cold." she stuttered, her teeth chattering together.

I laughed and kissed her forehead. "I'm sorry. We don't have heat."

"T-That'sss b-b-b-bogus." she managed to get out and I laughed again.

I took her into the room and dried her off as fast as I could and placed one of my t-shirts on her and a pair of warm sweats. Then I gave her my hoodie and she finally stopped shivering after I gave her a pair of socks.

"Get dressed." she said, smacking me with her extra-long sleeve. I laughed and pulled on some boxers and a pair of sweats myself. Then I put on a long sleeve shirt and ruffled my shaggy hair.

"You hungry? Cause I'm starved." She laughed and I pulled her close to me, brushing my fingers through her damp red hair and placing a kiss on her delicate lips.

It was then I noticed that Bridgette wasn't in the room.

"Ugh, that's disgusting." Leo said as he walked into the kitchen. Taylor giggled and kissed me one last time before getting off my lap and sitting in her own chair. "I hate watching that mushy gushy shit."

I smiled as Taylor took my hand underneath the table. So maybe we were being a bit luby duby, but I like it. It's like we're high school sweethearts or something. I took a drink of my beer as there was a slamming of the front door. Jay came storming into the kitchen.

"What the fuck did you do to her?!" he screamed and I stood up with a confused face.

"What are you talking about man?" I asked calmly.

"Marissa! What the fuck happened when I was gone?!"

My hands flew up in defense. "Nothing, Jay. Calm down. What's wrong with Riss?"

He sighed, and his fist unclenched. "She won't talk. She won't eat. She won't...she won't even kiss me, nonetheless...you know. I just, I don't know what's wrong with her." he choked out. He looked like he wanted to cry, but if I knew Jay, I knew he would never break down like that in front of me.

"I don't know man." I lied. I knew what was wrong, but he'd kill me if he found out.

Anger boiled up in his eyes again. "Then what happened?!" He starred at me for a long moment. "Did you touch her, Liam?"

I almost choked on my spit. "How dare you even ask me that. I love Marissa. You know I would never touch her like that."

"How the fuck am I suppose to believe that, Liam? Huh? After all you've done. I know how you get. I know how you flip when you don't get it."

"I would never take advantage of her and you know it! She's like my sister you sick fuck! And you know nothing about my problems so don't act like you do!" I yelled, defending myself.

"Oh, I'm the sick fuck? What about you buddy? Remember that little girl you fucked? She bled because you ripped open so fucking far."

"Oh please, she was thirteen and I was seventeen. Plus I was high on coke, you know that because you were to."

"What happened when I was gone, Liam?" he demanded.

I sighed. "I...I don't exactly know. She ran out of the house because we got in a fight. And I let her cool off for a while then went outside to look for her. That's when she ran right smack dad into me. She was crying and..." I sighed, rubbing my head. "And her pants were halfway down her legs."

"WHAT?!" he roared.

"I took her inside but she wouldn't talk. I held her and tried to calm her down. Someone got a hold of her Jay. I don't know who."

His eyes flashed to Leo. "I bet I can take a good fucking guess." He started towards Leo but I stepped in front of him.

"What the hell makes you think it was him?"

"He was eying Riss all night. Make him tell the truth, Liam. Make him admit what he did!" Jay shouted.

Leo snickered behind me and I turned to face him. "Leo, you didn't did you? You told me you didn't."

He laughed harder. "She was just so right for the picking!" Jay lunged after Leo and slammed him up against the wall.

"You sick fucking bastard! How dare you touch her!"

Leo just laughed harder. "She had a nice, wet pussy waiting for me when I fingered her."

Jay went to punch him, but I quickly pulled him back. "Jay just wait a minute!" I pushed him back and he waited, his body shaking with anger. I starred back at Leo. "You lied to me? You said you didn't touch her."

"Like I was gonna stand there and tell you the truth." He laughed again. "You wanna know the funny part." He looked straight at me. "She thought I was you the whole time."

"That's a lie." I snapped. "She knows I would never do that to her."

"Ask her yourself." He laughed again and winked in the direction behind me.

Marissa was standing in the doorway, her face stained with tears. She looked exhausted in one of Jay's big sweatshirts and a pair of old sweats. She looked so helpless and small. My Marissa was strong and able to handle herself. This one was not. This wasn't my Riss.

"Riss, honey." I quickly ran over to her and scooped her up in my arms to cradle her against my chest. "Honey, I'm so sorry. Why didn't you tell me? Huh? I though we trusted each other. Don't you know I would never do anything to hurt you?" I continued to rant on before she finally wriggled herself out of my grasp and made her way to Jay.

Jay took her in close to him and kissed her forehead. He whispered something in her ear and she just nodded her head. I wanted to hold her and be the one to tell her everything was okay. That I would protect her. I wanted to be the one she was curl up next to tonight and know that she was gonna be safe.

I was jealous of Jay.

At this moment I wanted Marissa to be mine and I couldn't believe my thoughts when I felt the urge to hit him when he put his arms around her. She was helpless and I wanted her to confide in me. Not him.

I looked at Leo smiling at Riss and my fist clenched at my sides. That stupid bastard. I didn't want his dick anywhere near my Marissa. He was gonna pay later. Just not now. Not in front of everyone.

"I'll be in my room." Leo said, with a smirk towards Riss. "Fuck ya later, sweetheart." He winked at her then walked up the stairs.

Jay went after him.

I caught him just in time and pushed him back, blocking the stairs. I'm the only one who was gonna do damage to Leo. Jay would just have to sit and sizzle.

"Your just gonna let him say that?!" he screamed.

"I'll take care of him later."

"The fuck you will. Liam I-"

"Lemme talk to Riss alone, huh?" I interrupted. "I think we need to talk about some stuff, you know?" I said hopefully. I licked my lips and bit my tongue. I felt weird. I felt hot.

"I-I don't know. She's kind of...iffy. You know? You are his brother after all." he murmured.

"It's me Jay. She knows me." I looked past him at Riss, but she was starring down at the floor.

Jay walked back to Riss and tilted her chin up to his lips and gave her a soft peck. My body shivered. This is new.

He walked out and I shuffled up in front of her before turning to Taylor. Her bright green eyes filled with worry.

"Go up to my room." I asked politely.

"But...how long will you be?" she asked in a small voice.

I gave her a warm smile. "Not long. Be waiting for me." I winked at her and her face lit up and she skipped up the stairs.

"Where's that other girl?" Marissa asked quietly.

"Gone. I let her go."

She looked up at me and her eyes seemed to lighten. "That's good. That's really good."

"Yeah. Marissa, baby, look. I'm so sorry I wasn't there to stop him. I'm so sorry. Did he hurt you? I-I just wanna help." I stepped toward her and she let me take her hands in mine. I raised them to my lips and kissed them softly. "Talk to me baby."

I looked up at her and she tried to give me a smile. "It wasn't your fault."

"You know I would never force to do anything you didn't wanna do, right? You know that. How could you think it was me?"

"...I'm sorry." she whispered.

"No, no honey. Don't be sorry. I should have chased after you. It's my fault. I-I should keep better tabs on Leo and-"

"Liam." she said cupping my face in her small hand. "That's just how he is. It's not your job to keep an eye on him."

I closed my eyes and turned my face into her warm little hand.. Her touch was setting me on fire. She's never had this reaction on me before. I whispered her name and nipped gently on her finger. She snatched away her hand and I opened my eyes.

"Liam what the hell are you doing?" she almost shouted.

I was panting. "I-I don't know. I just..I-I think you should l-leave." I stuttered. If she stayed any longer I'd be forced to take her for myself. Her small, fragile body under mine...the smell of her skin...

No

It has to be something. Maybe it's because she looks so helpless. And damn does that turn me on. This wasn't my Marissa and I felt a sudden attraction to her. A strong attraction. I wanted her and that was wrong. That was really wrong. Riss was like a sister to me. I may not have a real one, but I don't think your suppose to want to fuck your sister.

"What's wrong?" she asked softly.

I backed away from her and started up the stairs. "Go home with Jay, Riss. It's not safe for you here." I mumbled and didn't even turn back to see if she left or not. I went straight to my room and locked the door behind me.

Taylor was laying in the bed fiddling with her gorgeous crimson hair. She smiled up at me and I did the same back, hopping into bed with her. I ripped off her clothes and mine at the same time, causing her to grunt in discomfort. I liked it.

"Liam, why are you in such a hurry?" she asked innocently as I situated my self above her, my lips on her breast.

"Cause your so damn sexy." I lied. She giggled at this and I looked up into her eyes. "Do you love me?"

Taylor smiled again, opening her legs for me. "Yes."

And with that I thrust my throbbing self into her and two thoughts came to my mind.

How much I wished this was Marissa beneath me and where the hell Bridgett was. I wished this was her too. Two women that break my heart in different ways.

My life was just fine without them before. Now I'm just royally fucked.