Sleep is forever avoiding me
Because of all the shit that forever enters my brain.
And it keeps me up at times.
The demons are inside of me and
Feeding of all the positivity that I have left.
In my head
Like they belong.
Don't they though?
Controlling my every breath
Giving me chills as I picture the Loved in shambles.
Because of the uncontrollable urge to bring pain at a single touch,
The thought only They can see.
Push It to the limit,
See when It breaks,
Only They realize that those are mere thoughts
Fragments of Their inner being.
And They are writing the Words for me.
I am Their
Another sleepless night.