Since I feel we are in the same boat with shattered dreams, I can safely state that I am indeed a blessed soul who failed to learnt the art of deception-the so-called worldly-wise orientations. Don't you think wise lady that Lord saved us from wasting precious moments on pretenders who moved around us like near and dear ones ? I am, at least, very happy that I have learnt to walk alone. It's no mean achievement and I am proud of the fact that I learnt it too early when a great portion of life is still to come. I thank all those who left me in pain. That made me realize I am too good too embrace the dirt around me as gold particles. Yes, I realize I am left in pool of tears and enveloped in deep pain but I love this state from core of my heart. However, that's real unlike fake smile on faces of people around.
So my very old friend realize that you are a chosen soul. Learn to live with same pain and frustration, with newer dreams as long as this fragile human body allows you to do so, under the impulse of prarabhdha, before it enters in greater world, wherein lies our true world at par with our being!!
Yes, the pain persists but that will not
prevent me from singing : Mai zindagi ka saath nibhata chala gaya…
Barbadiyeo ka Jashn Manata Chala Gaya
( I continued being faithful
to life…Kept rejoicing over the disappointments). I live all
alone with my self-the unchangeable real friend of mine- and now
feel relaxed, positive and really happy with some space for good