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Refractions on our past ..well mine

Article By: Neo
True confessions

A bit of ..me

Submitted:Mar 26, 2010    Reads: 57    Comments: 3    Likes: 0   

This question has been bothering me for the past two years , " What`s next? " , still chewing on it i guess ...Things don`t feel the same anymore , people coming and going , too many issues going on since highschool ...where are my friends , why did i quit my job , beer doesn`t taste the same anymore ..wine either , am i sick or just bored out of
comprehension . It`s funny how i can`t seem to remember more than half of my past four years ...i will never forget my past friends , `em four girls , all these people which names i wont mention ...i honestly thought it will never end , untill i got slammed in the face by reality and reason ...curtain suddenly went down ...and if i could turn back the time i wouldn`t change anything , well maybe the ending part i would ...erase it , fuck you TIME , the hell with the natural order of things ..i miss those times so bad you can`t even imagine , heh brings me to tears ; yes i miss it crazy. The thing is in the end , friends and those special moments shared with them are neverending at least in your heart , people don`t die if you don`t want to , they don`t stop being your friends in " there" , you`ll remember them as your heart desires , you`ll never forget your first kiss , your first smile replied to your girlfriend , damn i`ve been through so many shit in the past seven years , people died , coma , got a job , resigned , a few fights [ yeah physical , i can fight ! ] , in the end i`m a fool ...no i don`t believe in fairies , i just wish i could get it all back , yeah i`m lame and somewhat corny but that`s the truth . Closing this short tale i want you to take a good ..very good look on your past and just hover the best things that ever happened to you , things you took for granted , take a good look ....cry if u have to , now take a deep breath and ..live with it .


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