I would wake up in the morning to the first thought in my head was you. No matter how much i wouldnt want to go to school everyday you are the reason to get me to go. The thought of just seeing you was enough for me. You always bring a smile to my face even when i just think about you and when i know if i missed that day i would go extrememly insane missing you.
Every morning i would head to school and get to my class. Then throughout the day i know i would see him at least a few times. Mostly at lunch i would walk down the stairs and put my bags down by the corner and i see him out of the corner out of my eye. Then he would catch my breath with my heart dropping down and accelerating. I loved being around him. The feelings of the love i had for him would be so much to be a reason to live forever. No matter what i always seen him at least once a day. I cared for him so much to the point now that when i see him depressed it makes me depressed.
Such as the other day i seen him and i knew something was wrong with him. I went over and asked and he said it didnt matter. Then i tried a minute later and he said dont worry and some other stuff. So i just stood there in silence with him in his dark world of thought. Just being with him i wanted to do something and it bothered me i couldnt for i didnt know what was wrong. No matter what though i would stand by him forever i know for even if the rest of the world walks out on him i want to be the one person left to help pick up the pieces.
I wish he knew sometimes that he is my world and i would never walk away from him and he can always count on me because i am completely in love with him. I would hate myself if i hurt him. I know i would hurt myself before i would ever hurt him because he is everything to me. Even though i know somethimes i am hopeless for i have never had a chance to be with him but in my heart he is so worth waiting for. For him to see and understand no matter how much pain i have when i see him with somebody else for when they are in his arms they are holding my world in their arms. When i hug him i never want to let go and wish at one point i wont have to :) But in my heart it says never give up because the love i have for him is so strong and can you believe it took like 2 seconds to fall for him.