I've done some thinking. This thinking has involved boys and my love life.That's odd, usually boys and my love life are never in the same sentence.Anyway, I was thinking, of course, a girl doesn't need a man in her life but there is never a movie where a woman is happy on her own. And I'm just sitting here thinking, should I settle for someone just because I don't think I'll find anyone better? I guess the answer is, no. I don't need a man, so, if I don't particularly like someone then I shouldn't settle for them. I deserve better, right? But what happens when I reach the age of cat lady status? People are going to think I'm lonely and bitter and I won't have anybody but myself to talk to. That doesn't seem like a very fun life at all. Sometimes, whether you're pondering life in the shower or it's just one of those nights where you lay awake and think about your future you always happen to come across a question that you simply can't answer. Well my question is, when will be the last time someone ever calls me beautiful? I know, I'm only sixteen now, but think about it. There is a peak in your life when you're the most attractive you'll ever be and then after that things start to sag and wrinkle. Am I destined to be an old drunk lady that spends all her time on Tumblr and depends on Life Alert because I have no one who loves me? Being old is hard and life is easier when you're pretty. I guess on the bright side, I'll never have kids to spend all my money on, I'll die a virgin and I won't really have to keep up with my looks. Oh god, what if I become desperate in my old age and go to horseloversdating.net? I can't have that happening. Maybe I should have a go with girls; try out the whole lesbian thing. No, I definitely like penis.