I've never stopped loving you; I've never stopped missing you. You we're my one and only true love. So many memories, so much love. But one day it just all came crashing down. And it will never be the same again. I miss the way you would hold my hand, the way you would stroke my thumb with yours. I miss the way you'd tell me everything was going to be okay.
Your mid length dark hair, your starry dark-blue eyes which I could never forget.
You were so tall; I even had to stand on my tip toes to kiss you. Speaking of kissing, your lips were perfectly soft and lush. Colour- soft pink. I loved the way you kissed. If only I could have one more kiss of you.
To be honest, if only you would talk to me. I never understood why you hate me so much, why you never talk to me, or return my phone calls. I admit I was a bit obsessive, but I just couldn't control myself. I still picture you walking to my house, and I'd see you outside the window. I'd run out of my front door, and hug you so tightly and never let go. Your hugs, so safe and secure, I knew we had something going on.
I remember when I first came to your house. Your house was massive. I was so shocked. I entered the big wooden door leading into the hall way, and I felt so shy, 'would I be accepted here?' Meeting your parents, I didn't know what to do. I seemed to fit in well, I got along with your step mum and dad. It was amazing. I recall sitting in the back room, watching T.V cuddled up to you, so closely I could hear your heart beat. It was calm and soft.
We climbed the twisting staircase and went to your room. We lied on the bed, cuddled at first, and then turned into something much more. The touch of your skin on mine- phenomenal.
The way you kissed me; everywhere. So hard to describe, so much love in the air.
I never once regret going that far; it meant so much to me. It showed how much you loved me. But I guess you never loved me enough to stay with me.
'I want to spend the rest of my life in your arms' you said that to me once, I was speechless.
Were you lying?
Or did you just change your mind?
I guess I'll never know.
I just wish you would give me one more chance, so I could talk to you, and tell you how I feel. Maybe we still have a shot?
The day we got together was the best day of my life, 8thSeptember 2009. At Queens Park; Lee Hunter do you remember?
We were laid on the short green grass, under a big oak tree, laid next to each other looking up to the sky.
Holding hands. Kissing. Cuddling.
The first time I looked into your eyes, it felt as if I was hypnotised.
I know we were only together a few months, but I knew I loved you, within the first couple of weeks.