2Much¬Enough

I’m always getting lost in empathy

Turning into my own worst enemy

Gladly paying these penalties

For living with so much disparity

I keep going thru these dependancies

We just keep exchanging pleasantries

Every nite I’m feeling revery

But I’m still looking helplessly

Attached to this jealously

For someone else taking my own remedy

So I relax to these suicidal tendencies

Mixing love and hate like its good chemistry

Just want to lay here breathlessly

With my fears hoping to feel some ecstasy