Do you blame me? because I do
All I do is think of all the what ifs?
What if I listened to you and didn't smoke?
What if I ate food instead of Junk?
Do you ever wonder what it would have been like?
I do, all the time
Was it a girl or a boy?
Did it look like you are I?
I didn't think it was possible to love someone you never met
to miss someone you never realised was apart of you
Would I have even wanted it if I didn't
Would you still be here if I didnt' lose it?
I feel like a jigsaw puzzle thats missing a peice
why can we never talk about it?
I know its my fault
but I can't keep doing this on my own