I woke this morning not feeling positive or negative. Well just thinking that I don’t want anyone to be home. One might think why a person would feel this way. I will tell you why. Let me introduce myself. I’m Zarah. I just got my masters degree 2 months ago. I have been trying to get a job where I will be happy and this is bloody impossible let me tell you. It is not completely the economies fault either.
It is mine as well. I studied maybe not completely different subjects than I want to work as. Let me take a break and get back to why I wanted no one to be home. My mother spent a lot on my education. She doesn’t want the money back just she wants me to go out. She will do anything for me. But she has a silver tongue, which will make you voluntarily fall on a knife to stop hearing what she has to say.
My brothers are cool but sometimes they can get mean too. I am a complete dreamer I want the best job there is out there. I want the best man out there, best place out there, and best life out there. Ok maybe not the best. I want my life to be like a movie or the best romantic novel where not only I get the guy which every girl would die for. But also I want to be the girl every guy will die for.
Anyways when I woke up everybody was there including a few of my mom’s colleges. My mom is a social worker. She loves doing stuff to get popular with her peers but she has a great heart. You will get to know why in the future. Let me skip to when the time arrived to go to bed. I was more depressed than ever and not knowing if I will get my dream life. Somewhere deep down in my heart I know it will come true.