October 25, 2011
Life is getting really...annoying. I'm just sick of life and all of the stupid people it brings. Sometimes I just think why the fuck bother? Everyday it's the same thing. Nausating English, dumb Spanish, gym is alright, studyhall-whatever, lunch .<</span>
I dont know. It's just school, then summer, then school then summer. The pattern repeats itself FOREVER and whats the point? After highschool I'll go to college (Same Routine) then get a career. Yay right? Hopefully. What I'm acutually sick of is being a KID! I could totallly live on my own at this point. Just sayin. Okay maybe I'm a liitttllleeee ahead of myself. But hey, Mom got emancipated at age 16!! Why can't I?
Excited for tomorrow, finally something that doesn't seem so far away! By the way! I LOVE JAKE <3
Blah. It's like, yeah, so what, I'm in 8th hour, my last class of the day. Well this is how i feel, who cares. Woopdy do I get to go do random crap then tomorrow start the day with English ALL OVER AGAIN! meh. That's why school is stupid. For once I wish we had block schedualing instead of all my classes each day.
Life is just...bad. I've never felt this depressed before. Somebody help me get out of this..slump. I don't even want to be here half the time. I can honestly say, Jake and my parents re the only real reasons I wouldnt do anything bad.
WHAT IS THE POINT?
Somebody please tell me.
I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you...