October 30, 2011
I'm sad and I don't even know why. It's just everything. Like, ladies, you know that feeling you get on and/or before your period when you get all sad all hate time for absolutely no reason? It's like everything just f-ing sucks...all the time...no matter what? Like what's the point? Well I've been feeling like that ALL the time lately. I just feel worthless. Like i don't know, what's the point. I don't know how to explain it. I feel super depressed all the time and I can't like fix it...at all. There's nothing I can do. I just want it to all be over sometimes. Like don't worry, I'm never gunna be suicidal or whatever (nothing against people who are, I TOTALLY understand) I wouldn't do that to everyone, but I just... I don't know. My life sucks to me, and I shouldn't be complaining, but I am. I don't know. BLAH!
All of the above was taken from a text I sent to my best friend. I opened up. She still hasn't replied. I'm soooo impatient right now. LOL =(
Sometimes writing it all out helps. For a while.....