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A short Poem about some stuff i've done in my life. I HATE MYSELF.


Submitted:Dec 28, 2011    Reads: 29    Comments: 0    Likes: 2   


What Does It Bring?

By: Anonymousdreamer

I've been depressed ever since I was 11.

I've been cutting myself since I was 13

I've attempted suicide more than four times.

I've had hate, fear, loneliness and sadness since the day it happened.

And what has it brought me?

Cutting myself released emotion and pain.

Blood flows freely from my arms to the white floor.

It brought screams, anger and sorrow.

What did it bring me?

Having hate, anger, loneliness and sadness only made the problem grow because I didn't deal with it.

Tears stream down my face as I day-dream about the life I once had.

What did it bring me?

Trying to kill myself was a hard choice.

Being the worthless kid I am, it was hard. My friend said she would miss me, and would cry every night worrying about me. I called her a liar, but she still held on to me. This is why I'm not dead.

What is this bringing me?

Finally I met this person. She told me I could trust her. I still am trying to believe that. But Hope, hope that she wasn't lying to me, hope that someday I'll have my life back again, hope that one day I'll be able to love and trust as I once did. Well, that's what Hope Brings.





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