trying to keep on thought in my head
the question I always end up with is why
why be daring when you can be safe?
why speak your mind if you could get hurt?
why show affection if no one shows any back?
why cry over a lost cause?
why prove to yourself and others that you're psycho?
why tell yourself that everything is going to be okay when you know better?
why bother thinking about something that hurts you?
why put on a fake smile just so others can be happy?
why damage yourself to protect others?
the thoughts in my head are stow-aways
and they only come out to torture me
but it's okay because life always gets better