
I swear to god,
That this isn't what we wanted,
No matter how we turn,
We will never be the same as anyone,
No matter how I turn,
You won't see me the same,
I'm falling more and more,
Hitting the ground much harder,
Than the rain,
I can't see anything now,
I'm on my own,
I can't breathe at all,
I feel like I'm going to fall down,
And I know somehow,
You will keep me up,
I don't get why you do this for me,
Am I doomed to a life full of lonesomeness,
Am I gonna lose myself tonight,
I'm not gonna try to be anything,
I feel like I'm gonna fall,
I feel like I'm losing everything without you near me,
Why is it that I go through this,
Why am I by myself,
Is it that I'm a hopeless loser,
Is it that I tried way to hard before,
Is it that I'm no longer in the running for this competiton,
How long must I go through this pain,
How long must I see you in my eyes,
How long must this flame be up,
Can I try to be myself,
Can I try to have a life that has been taken,
Can I say "Hello" to everyone,
Or is it that I have to see these tear soaked shirts,
Or is it that I have to see nothing wrong,
Or is it that I have noone in this life to celebrate with,
Have I died,
Have I lived through the worst,
Have I had my hand raised in victory,
Have I just told you that "I miss you",
Did I make a life more confusing,
Did I make this move go on,
Did I tell you, "Goodbye" for the last time,
Who am I,
Who is this maker,
Who is this creater,
Who stopped it this time,
Should I keep on singing to you,
Should I just give you one last hug,
Should I tell you that I care,
Would you tell me to leave,
Would you tell me to never come back,
But you know I'll miss you
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