You cry your self to sleep at night and wonder what went wrong
because that's when the fears creep in and you realize you have no control,
in a rush of thoughtless emotion, a downwards spiral
you are left to wonder if you are worthy of being loved when you cant even love yourself.
the wall is up so high from years of disappointments.
your heart lies bleeding and your thoughts are gone.
no words can describe, but life must go on...
no point in holding on to the past though its hard to let go..
life keeps going and the lies keep coming,
now you tell me, was it worth it?