There It Sits

Ever had that feeling like you knew things were going right? Like you couldn't move on until you figured out just what that feeling was in the pit of your chest? Not guilt, but something else. Something so strong. It's there and you can feel it. Something like never before. And it's starting to taunt you. Tell you it's here, but you don't want to feel it. Don't want to acknowledge it. Then it finally shouts out it's true identity. It was Love all along. 
It's been there and you felt. You understood it. But you didn't know where it came from. What could possibly make you feel this way? What could have you tossing at night or staying up staring at the wall? What was it that had you thinking day and night, stressing trying to figure out why you feel this way. Who is it? What was it? You never would be able to figure it out. But there it sits in the back of your mind. You know exactly who it is. Your heart has told you so numerous times. But you never waned to believe it. Never wanted to hear it. So there, it is sitting. Waiting for you to awaken. Wake up and realize who it is and why. Though you truly know the reason. And better yet still, you don't want to believe it.