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Text: I really miss you.

Poetry By: Haineko14
True confessions



True confession


Submitted:Jan 1, 2013    Reads: 74    Comments: 5    Likes: 4   


On the last days of summer.

Even though I know that

We're just friends.

All I could think about was you,

Nothing.

Just you.

And yet I find it so hard to be true

To myself.

Looking at the blue sky which always

Reminds me of your eyes

I can't help but go back

To that time you made me feel

Needed,

So

When I saw you

For the first time in

Those three months

Back at school

Walking away

With your back to me

I felt it again,

The pain I'd been holding in

All that time

During summer,

From not seeing you.

The whole time

All I wanted to do was text,

I really miss you.

Just those simple words

But…

Of course I couldn't

Text you.

Because,

What if?

Just what if

You ignored me.

Even though I know you won't do such a thing

I just can't help but think,

It's been three months.

I know more than anyone else

That if I sent that text and told you the truth

I wouldn't be able to look at your face

Without running away

I guess I'm just terribly scared of being hurt.

Again.

So in some ways I'm glad I didn't tell you the truth

About how much I care for you

Cause then I wouldn't be able to look you in the face

Like I can just about do

Today.





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