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A Horrible Feeling

Poetry By: janesha
True confessions

your dark feelings about yourself when people are disappointed in you.

Submitted:Mar 14, 2013    Reads: 53    Comments: 1    Likes: 4   

Stuck, heavy hearted, broken

what do you do when you don't know what to do

When there's no one to turn to

everyone is disappointed in you ?

All you can do is wait..

for things to die down

for it all to go away.

Nothing will be the same anymore

everyday may just get worst.

Like jesus just closed another door

the one you wanted open the most

People are going to laugh and pick

youre' going to feel embarressed and sick

not just in the stomache but sick in the head

nothing else to think about

but what if you were dead.

I can't beleive the thoughts that are running through my head.

but this is the feeling of lonliness, despair, and dread.

At the end of the day it all may fade away

just thinking about that day, i cant wait.

But in the meanwhile who's going to help me get through this

im alone.

Like a child with no love, friend, or home.

I just have to be strong

im feeling like this now but what else could possibly go wrong.


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