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Being a unfaithful person.

Submitted:Nov 29, 2011    Reads: 58    Comments: 9    Likes: 6   

Every moment feels wrong
still I search for the right
wanting to push away but yet I go along
everything was wrong that night
I had everything at home
the body I shared was owned
I knew when he found out he would walk alone
and I would simply get disowned
everyday was a compulsive lie
just bullshit full of pretense
I knew I should have but how could I?
confess and spoil something so immense
how could I look you in the eye again?
to snuggle in the same bed the mistake was made
how could I ever inflict this much pain
to sleep with you in the same bed you were betrayed
never knew I could be this cruel
as selfish to this level
to treat someone like you like a complete fool
I feel like a undercover devil
his touch is nothing special too
I have no idea why I did not stop all this
he doesn't even come close to you
I am weak at your every touch and kiss
now all apologies and excuses are too late
the choices and mistakes have been made
I demolished our trust I demolished our fate
You have been hurt you have been betrayed
I will never forgive myself for what I have done
what I did you never ever deserved
breaking your heart for my own sadistic fun
your reaction I observed
it broke me watching the aftermath of my fucked up choice
as the last night together in bed we laid
speaking to me calmly with gravel in your voice
in the same bed you were betrayed
every movement crushed my heart
as you were packing the next morning
knowing that this was it the goodbye part
for being unfaithful and ignoring your warning
I am fully aware the only reason I watched you walk away
is that there was no space for three
that if I had stayed faithful in my arms you would stay
I am fully aware all the blame is on me
and I done it the first night alone
I just cried in the same spot you laid
for once I lay there on my own
in the same bed you were betrayed.


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