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First piece in months more of an escape of feelings pretty dark ones but nevertheless its something.
My minds gone a little downhill at the moment along with my writing so I'm just grateful I actually wrote.
I hope someone relates.

-Ji'


Submitted:Jun 18, 2012    Reads: 56    Comments: 19    Likes: 9   


I feel Like a princess
when you look at all them females
I feel secure and content in this
even if it fails
I feel in a good place
when you look at me with those eyes
the sweet tender warm embrace
that comes from your compulsive lies
I feel safe I feel protected
with your empty threats and fables
I have faith because I have perfected
your regrets and turning tables
I blind the lack of respect
Mistreated by your addiction
I just blame it on the effect
Of your beloved prescription
swallow your six pills
each and everyday
along with your 70mls
to keep another habit away
Because in the land of methadone
there is no limit to my pain
leaving me all alone
To go down valley lane
and on the roof of a flat
the closest I could get to the moon
in the rain there I sat
humming a mellow melody tune
Hard time learning your place
always waiting for me to come home
and its written all over your face
you never did wait it out on your own
And as if it had just occurred you
you will question my whereabouts
claiming you believe what is said is true
but clearly you have your doubts
Anxious and paranoid
with only your guilt to blame
every question you will avoid
with no remorse or shame
you're the master you're the devil
in my eyes dust
with no limit and with no level
naturally I fell for your lust
sat in your sadistic honey trap
awaiting my release
they say curiosity killed the cat
I hope I get my peace
someone anyone
I'm waiting to be found
when I am I'm going to run
and let my heart pound
its ripping and tearing at my heart
on the fingertips of letting go
I always knew it from the start
I taught you nothing you don't already know
Laying in bed with you
warm and wrapped
back to the beginning deja vu
I feel nothing but trapped.




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