I Really Miss This Man

I won't say your the reason I wake up in the morning but you are the reason I go to school to see you I can't explain I can only remember the past when I first seen u you smiled I turned red I was so shy when u first kissed me I thought omg damn when you held me in your arm I know what happiness was when I would lay on you and say baby I missed you you called me beautiful and amazing you are in my head more then blood I would say I love you but I know I only want you..I see you everyday at school when I'm headed for home I want to stop and say I miss you but I only keep walking because I'm just your X and I know you think of me from time to time you told me ur self I just wish you would want me back since all you want to do is turn your back....