If you look at me from the outside tell me what do you see?
But what if I told you this is not the real me.
Confidence, self belief and certainty are a world of my unknown
A place where I feel utterly alone.
Always scared and sitting on the edge,
To many thoughts and feelings that I must wedge.
Where can I find the courage to leap,
To find the faith that I know runs down deep.
None of you will see this inner child of mine,
Because most of you won't look past the outline.
I blind your eyes with the bubble I uphold,
Where most of what I show you is always controlled.
I'm unattractive looking on the outside
But get to know me and I will take you on a one of your best rides.
For if you break down these barriers that I have created
Then you will be far from hated.