it kills me, please forgive me !!!!

it kills me please forgive me !!!!

I need to say im sorry

For causing you this pain

I put you in this position

Where there’s nothing you can gain

I'm sorry I got mad

I'm sorry that I cry

But I hope that you can see

Because the truth is that I try

I really have no reason

To act the way I do

I guess it’s just to hide the fact

That I'm truly feeling blue

And I just want you to know

Its you I can’t live without

And I hope that you believe me

Because that’s true without a doubt

I hope that you forgive me

For all that I’ve done wrong

Because I need you in my life

To continue being strong

I know that once before

I tried to get you back

I just can’t let you see

That there’s so much that I lack

So please just one more time

Help me put this in the past

Because you are my true friend

And our memories will always last…