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I wish all of this would just end...
If I could describe her with one word, what she makes me feel, how I feel about her, the emotions she spites in me, it would be "apprehension," hence the title.


anticipation of adversity or misfortune; suspicion or fear of future trouble or evil.
the faculty or act of apprehending, especially intuitive understanding; perception on a direct and immediate level.
acceptance of or receptivity to information without passing judgment on its validity, often without complete comprehension.

Submitted:Jan 22, 2012    Reads: 13    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

I let the guilt take over my best interest
I shut the voice that has adviced me for so long
I turned my back against the ones that love me
To give a second chance to those that don't

She brings out the worse in me
As she sits and waits for a pleasant change
My words begin to doubt their meaning
My conscience reminds me of my mistake

Enough time has passed and yet, I'm with her
So close to nothing, we're still too far
We won't come closer, it would be toxic
I've always known she's not the one.

- Erika Miyavi


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