One minute im fine...
The next, i'm hot and cold...
I lash out, when no one expects it, not even myself...
No matter how hard i try, i can't contain it, and it only grows worse with time....
Depression, and heart brake...
Brings emptyness...
Just like the emptyness left behind by the people i trusted the most...
Things, linger over me, crashing down without a sound...
Intrupting everyting, everything iv'e worked so hard to control...
Memories only bring pain...
And trying to forget only comes back to haunt, when you realize...
It will never change...
I can't control it, but i would give anything for that power...
The power over my own mind...
The power over the one thing that destroys my life day by day...
The thing that pushes loved ones away...
And makes me hate the ones who stay.
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