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I Fucking Hate You (REE11069266)

Poetry By: REE11069266
True confessions



This is self explanatory of the truth. x


Submitted:Nov 18, 2011    Reads: 60    Comments: 10    Likes: 6   


My skull against the window pane

This tormenting inside

My need filled intellections, all in vain.

Everything I do, everything I see

Nothing is executing sense anymore

At least.. Not to me

It's raining outside

It hasn't ceased since that day..

It pocketed away all my pride

My face is dripping with shame

With the oncoming tide

All these interrogations, I just can't stand

Having to echo it over and over

Sweat fabricates in the palms of my hands.

Doesn't anyone understand?

I just require some emotional cover

Oh yet what does it matter..?

I'm outside now.

With the shame subsiding

The guilt is in full flow

The distaste I feel within, I can't shake it

All I can do for now, for others

Is fake it.

I still feel intruded

Feeling thingsI shouldn't

Hatredfor myself, unexplainable sorrow.

Even after all this time

It'll be three weeks tomorrow

And I'm still not fine.

I'm still fucked up

When will it go away?

Is anyone able to answer me this plea?

I see it in my coffee,swirling around in mycup

I feel it every single day

Is anyone there, can anyone see?

Is anyone willing to take me into their arms and keep me safe...

I thought I saw you today.

His face seemed the same.

I was only walking along the street,

I looked one way...

And your face was allI could see.

The rest was blurred out and there was nothing I could say.

You hadn't forgotten me

You gave me a dirty look as I swiftly glanced away

I looked back

You were gone

I felt it rising in my chest, a panic attack

I started to run.

I didn't stop until I hit the safety of four walls and a mass of people

But it doesn't matter that it might not have been you

What matters is that a single look from a stranger that only Looked like you

Had the ability totear me in two.

Xo.





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