I'm not a Liar

I’m not a Liar

I’m not perfect, I’m aware of that.

I’m a human, I know that.

I’m not a liar-

Yes, I’m not.

But sometimes, I have to lie.

Why should I?

I don’t know.

I really don’t know.

I’m confuse-

Very much confuse.

I’m only human.

And I hope you know.

Denial is the best way-

To escape from truth;

I have to lie-

What’s wrong with that?

If it means to protect

What we have now?

I don’t want to lose it.

You know what?

You're not the only one

That's hurting.

I'm hurting, too.

More than you know.

Saying sorry is not enough.

But that's the least I can do.

Please try to understand me.

I never intend to hurt you.

I fear rejections.

And yes! I’m proud of it!

‘Coz I’m not a liar.

Today, I lied.

I feel bad.

But please, don’t be mad.

For I know,

My heart knows the truth.

That I'm not a liar.