Why? Why do I love you?

One of a kind, that's what you are.

I never knew anyone who could make me fall this hard.

I haven't seen you for a long time.

And all I've wanted was for you to be mine.

For you to say I love you to someone else

Is putting me in a never ending hell.

I've thought of other ways to get out of it

now that the puzzle pieces no longer fit.

I want to mean more to you than I do now

but I feel like I will always wonder how.

I hope he doesn't hate me for this

but I want you to be mine, even though you are his.

When you came into my life, I never you would

be someone who would change me for good.

I never felt anything like what I feel

I really wish that it could be real.

I miss the times we had together

and I know I will love you forever.

But lately, I've been wonder why.

I know that I love you, but this love continues to make me cry.

Crying my heart out, relieving the pain.

I'm trying to get on the right track, the right lane.

I wish I could say I regret

regret that you and I ever met

I can't tell you how many times I've cried

or how many times I thought of suicide.

I'm trying to figure out what's wrong with my heart

because these feelings are tearing me apart.