why bother asking me question?
why bother knowing how i feel?
is it really important to u?
do u really care??
why do u always need 2 play wif my mind??
asking all those question
just make's me mad
coz i knw ur just trying to mess wif me
trying to shake me down
acting like u care when u clearly dont!
to be honest i feel like i hate u nw
i dun think u as a fren
n i dun care anymore
i dun giv a fuck to our friendship
im done wif it
its up to u to fix it
coz i have given up long ago
i try n try n try n try
it only gave me more pain n hurt
it finally break me down n leave me to be this...
i gave my all to this friendship
i sacrifice alot
i try everything to make u happy
bt it alwayz nt enough
its like wif u i couldnt compete
when obviously i jst wan u 2 be hapy
I seriously dunno wat I shud do edi
Do I need to be like before?
Like a lost puppy?
Cared for u deeply??
No! I don't think so…
Now I leave it all to u
If u wan to end it
Then fine by me
But don't expect me to fix tis
If u wan 2 save this so called friendship
U go ahead, knock urself out…
I missed u so much
N pretty much still need u in my life
But I won't ever admit it anymore
I will wait till u say it 1st
But I guess that would never happen
Like u said right
From kid u didn't share with d pep around u
But that's a lie
U used to share wif me
Up until that asshole appear
U tell him everything
N leaves d scrap to me
Once u n him were over
When I needed u to be a frenz
Not just a title
But I need u to do ur job as a fren
Instead u said I dun share
Yet I still try
Like a fool I planted a hope in me
Hope that u would be like before
Hope that our friendship like it was before
Hope that u change back
I said to myself time will heal this
Such a fool!
In any relationship
1 person cannot just give n give
N d other just keeps taking
It has to work both ways around
Coz if that continue
D person who kept giving
Gonna worn out…
I guess that's what happens to me
I wore out
I got nothing to give anymore
My heart is tired…
It dun wan to give no more
It had enough of giving
It couldn't continue any longer
It had given up!