please, just kill me now
before it gets any worse...
this pain inside me,
i wither in agony.
i failed you again,
all i've ever been good at is failing people.
thats why they hate me.
i've failed as a daughter,
as a friend,
as a lover.
please finish me off...
i need you, but i know you need me more.
the only reason i'm alive now is because of you.
it's all my fault, all this pain.
i hate myself,
i wish i wasn't so chicken when it comes to blades.
someone kill me now,
i hurt so much.
but i'll live on, i'll keep pretending i'm alright....
maybe i'll save you before this demon kills me.