I Remember, Do You?

Do you remember me?

Do you remember who I am?

Because I remember you.

I remember your pain,

your fears.

I remember the first time you said you love me.

The first time you called me your baby.

I remember the first time we spoke,

the first time I meet you.

I remember how you love so many,

and trust so few.

I remember the night we talked about having a family,

I remember how we stayed up late just talking.

I remember when you told me about your friend.

How he had hurt you.

I remember how hurt you were,

how untrustworthy I was after wards.

I remember when you told me about her,

and you know who I mean.

About how much you love her, worry about her.

I remember being happy you have her,

I remember worrying along side you.

I remember when you wrote me that poem,

Unshielded.

I remember how I cried after wards,

I remember you telling me I was worth something.

I remember the first time you told me about being hurt,

physically.

I remember when you told me about your scars,

I remember when I made you promise to never do it again.

I remember you telling me about how you don't eat,

I remember all the times I scolded you.

I remember that you love marshmallows,

and chocolate,

and Pepsi.

I remember how you told me about your cravings,

how I joked you were pregnant.

I remember when the happy moment vanished,

replaced by life.

By our pain.

I wish moments like that would last,

I can't wait to remember the day when they will.

I remember you, My Love.

But do you remember me?

Do you remember that I’m here?

Do you remember that I’m coming for you?

Do you remember that I need you?

Well, do you?

Do you remember me, Austin?