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giving up my hope

Poetry By: true pain
True confessions



I think I forgot to pray one night and havoc began all over.so when you read this letter please dont tell another soul of my reason I forgot to pray


Submitted:Jun 1, 2012    Reads: 12    Comments: 1    Likes: 1   


I think I forgot to pray one night and havoc began all over.so when you read this letter please don't tell another soul of my reason I forgot to pray

Dear lord forgive me of my sins

She was beautiful, so beautiful I hated her with all my might when she smiled every person looked her way while the forgotten was left to watch cruel as I may sound the hate became more like a blood thirst. I prayed to god that I did no harm to that woman. Every day I sat watching her laugh and ridicule me with her friends pulling at my threads of hatred. Beat me harshly with her words I could not take much more. So that night I snuck into her room while she slept and cut her long beautiful hair madly and laughed so disgusting without knowing what had become of me a monster. That has tasted the scent of blood beneath my flesh. Once I had finish, what I had done ran to my room but I did not pray, I did not call for forgiveness, nor did I sing a song of regret, OH! However, I laughed as though possessed by the devil himself. I felt the trickle of something drip on my face as I looked upon it I found it to be my own blood. ,and I remembered what had happed when I cut her hair I'd also cut myself blood the color of crimson ran down my arm as though to slap into sanity, and I saw clearly ran to the side of my bed and prayed until tears could no longer fall while hoarsely screamed for forgiveness





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