Obsessive Love

If I could tell you how much I really feel about you, I would.

I love you so much but I don't think you believe me.

Everyday I am greatful that you are in my life.

Everyday I wish I could be with you.

Your voice is so powerful yet so soothing.

To be in your arms would be a dream come true.

You say you love me but I think the way I love you is more real.

I know I am cranky at times, and I know I upset you.

But why can't you undrestant I am trying to be perfect for you?

Everything I say to you, everything I do, I make sure it's just right.

Making you mad kills me inside and make me feel like I've failed you.

I want to be with you forever, I want to be your wife and bare your kids.

You've said you wanted the same things too.

Can I have you in my life for that long am I asking too much?

All I want is to be accepted by you and for you to understand.

I would do anything for you; die for you; kill for you.

Everyday I think about how I could make your day.

I make sure everyday is different for you.

You don't understand how hard I try!

But you are perfect so you wouldn't understand.

You don't understand my reason.

Even when I know I am right, I let you win.

I have let you taken over my life, as if I am your puppet.

You've taken my heart even though I'm not sure I wanted you to have it.

But now you are all I can think about, all I dream about.

And there is still more to come...