MY Story 33

I sacrificed so much for you. And you, Ive always been there.

I give and give and care so much and now the tables have turned.

Now you miss out because i'm sick, now it's your turn to sacrifice,

not yell at me because your missing out and tell me I'm putting it on.

It hurts so much, to let you down. To miss out on life in general,

now on top of this, you kick me when i'm down, and act as though I make it up.

Neither of you ask me if i'm OK. Ive outright told you both I'm not,

one of you says itll be OK (on the add breaks), the other changes the subject.

Why did you tell me if I ever needed a friend.....

It's been over two years, over $9000.00 And still no Doctor knows how to fix.

Constant headaches, bursitis, spurs. Physio, myotherapy, acupuncture, sports/remedial massage, chiro, optical, osteo, ultrasounds, x rays, cortizone, pain managment and specialists that know SHIT! migraines they argue should last no longer than 3 days. I really couldnt give a fuck what you call it, just help me get it fixed.... Coz I cant take anymore of this. A friend would make all the difference, or a partner that doesnt resent me for being sick.

Ive always been there for my loved ones, so where the fuck are they now?