I'm angry at the world. I hate everything and everyone in it including myself. The water is foul, the air stinks, people stink, this whole planet is being stripped bare like a dead deer and no one gives a shit. I now know exactly what Gollum saw when he looked into the water and saw his own reflection; he saw hell, rot, deceit, filth, Gollum, Gollum. I cannot save the planet, or you so try saving yourself for a change, oh what's that you're hungry. Let's get you some fucking food stamps, oh you don't want to work, let's get you some damn SSI or SSD because you're too fucking depressed to work. Who isn't too fucking depressed these days? What's that, you are pregnant and don't want to work, give that bitch some welfare, get her on the WIC program or better yet, make her have an abortion with a coat hanger by a blind elderly man with severe parkinsons, then maybe next time she will have a planned pregnancy or insist on protection, oh that's right that means taking responsibility for your actions and thinking, fuck that, your taught not to do that anymore. Life's a bitch and learning can sometimes be painful. I am tired of liars, back stabbers, gossipers, two faced mother fucking people who talk so sweetly to your fucking face and welcome you into their damn home, while the entire time they hate you ass and wish you had never even shown up. I am tired of fake ass people who are nothing more than boot lickers or sycophants for you stupid asses who don't know what a sycophant is. I am tired of preachers and evangelist who by some fucking miracle are all anointed talking about sowing seed and reaping the harvest while flying in their privately owned Golf stream jets, wearing five thousand dollar suits, solid gold cufflinks, huge gold bracelets and Rolexes while living in multimillion dollar homes, let them all dangle about like squirming worms on a fishing hook suspended by the neck with piano wire as I await the coming nukes. I'll send them some seed, one good jet of semen into a mason jar and then they will have about 200 million seed, will I reap a harvest, most likely fucking not, but I'll feel just as good doing it. If you're stupid enough to sow, then you reap the results of an empty checking account. My great-grandmother sewed a seed of 150.00 every month of the miserable last 10 years of her life and all she reaped was a painful suffocating death by lung cancer. Fuck those liars Golum, Golum, let them all die while jerking each other off, fucking each other in the ass while eating each other's feces. I am shedding my skin, I am molting, morphing, changing; I am shedding the filth that has been spread upon my tormented body and soul, this filth that we now call humanity. Not one God Damn person in this world cares one shit about me or each other down to the lowest mayor up to the President himself. They all have a personal agenda, and that is to see that they prosper while we pay. I hate this life, this existence this stench that we have made for ourselves; I wish the earth would implode into the huge black hole that it now is, for we made it so. From childhood it sucks you in, and strips you of everything you have and takes away your dreams and hopes one atom at a time. I hope mankind annihilates himself soon, for the sooner the better because we are a cannibalizing species that spreads like both bacteria and a virus. We eat away at everything we touch without replenishing anything and we serve no purpose, all at the same time. We burn oil and coal like the atmosphere is infinitely large and the amount of oil and coal infinitely plentiful, but it's just as depleted as our sense of direction that our society as a whole has taken. We have taken the other road, the wrong path, the path to destruction. It took 200 million years to wipe out the dinosaurs but man is going to do it in a few measly centuries. Why die a slow painful death that million's do each year because we are so stupid that we forbid the suffering to end their own lives with dignity, not based on their beliefs, but other's beliefs. Since when did someone else's belief system overcome mine, oh yes, the day I was born in to this pathetic society. America was once a proud nation that any young man or woman would die for their country and the Constitution or the supreme moral law of our land the Declaration of Independence as I would, I took the oath as an enlisted Army soldier, I am duty bound to protect and defend the Constitution against all enemies foreign and domestic and I will, but now the youth are weak, bear no allegiance to the great Constitution, they are weak minded, sick, fat, lazy, pathetic, principle lacking sacks of fat and water glued to their cell phones and iPod's and apps and devices, they no longer call their Mother or Father who created them or grandma who is lying in bed slowly and painfully dying, no they would rather text Joe Ass Blow, fuck the youth of this nation, fuck the youth of the Earth. We bread sickness and filth, we bread insolence and lackadaisical, apathetic little brats who are taught that they are special, that they are unique, me me me , I, I, I, fuck that, tell them the truth, they are no one special, they are not unique, they are like the rest of the seven plus billion other little pukes that are birthed out onto this miserable planet and live out a miserable existence. Pray you say, have you read what's in the fucking Bible, the Old and New Testament, let me give you a few fucking verses you won't hear in church then tell me to fucking pray. For instance stupid ass people say to forget the Old Testament, well God says not to in many verses. And you cannot understand parts of the New Testament without the Old Testament so they are actually one book, just two fucking volumes. Now some good Old Testament teachings, Exodus 21:1-11 where God speaks of selling your own daughter as a sex slave. Child abuse is demonstrated in Judges 11:29-40 and Isaiah 13:16 and bashing babies against rocks in Hosea 13:16 and Psalms 137:9. Jesus also promoted the idea that all men should castrate themselves to go to Heaven. 'For there are eunuchs that were born from their mother's womb; and there are eunuchs, that were made eunuchs by men: and there are eunuchs that made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of Heaven's sake. He that is able to receive it let him receive it." Matthew 19:12. Here are more examples, some quite laughable examples of the bible and its supposed 'WORD OF GOD' as written in the Old Testament. Deuteronomy 23:1 ESV: No one whose testicles are crushed or whose male organ is cut off shall enter the assembly of the Lord. Hope you have both your testes before going to church next Sunday. Genesis 38:8-10 NASB: Then Judah said to Onan, "Go in to your brother's wife, and perform your duty as a brother-in-law to her, and raise up offspring for your brother." Onan knew that the offspring would not be his; so when he went in to his brother's wife, he wasted his seed on the ground in order not to give offspring to his brother. But what he did was displeasing in the sight of the LORD; so He took his life also. The next time you spill your 'seed' on the ground before you, you should commit suicide according to scripture. So for all you teenage boys jerking off in the bathroom, keep a stragiht razor next to you after you sow your seed so you can please the Lord and die. You see, when preachers beg for seed on TV, they really want your semen, send it to them, really send it! If enough people actually did, maybe the new buzz word of seed and harvest would come to a miserable fucking end. Samuel 18:25-27 ESV: Then Saul said, "Thus shall you say to David, 'The king desires no bride-price except a hundred foreskins of the Philistines, that he may be avenged of the king's enemies.'" Now Saul thought to make David fall by the hand of the Philistines. And when his servants told David these words, it pleased David well to be the king's son-in-law. Before the time had expired, David arose and went, along with his men, and killed two hundred of the Philistines. And David brought their foreskins, which were given in full number to the king that he might become the king's son-in-law. And Saul gave him his daughter Michael for a wife. I guess there are no better wedding gifts then a platter full of foreskins; I shall remember that at the next wedding I attend. Ezekiel 16:17 NIV: You also took the fine jewelry I gave you, the jewelry made of my gold and silver, and you made for yourself male idols and engaged in prostitution with them. Dildos made of gold and silver, what splendor, how exquisitely grand. I bet Oprha has one a foot long and two inches wide made of pure gold. Now one of my all-time personal favorite passages from the Old Testament which sums up the whole "Bible" bullshit in one verse, Ezekiel 23:19-20 'Yet she increased her prostitution, remembering the days of her youth when she engaged in prostitution in the land of Egypt. She lusted after their genitals as large as those of donkeys, and their seminal emission was as strong as that of stallions'. Nice to know that at one time sex was not taboo as it is today and we actually enjoyed the one fucking thing we can enjoy our bodies. But even that has been taken away from us. Fuck, what is left, nothing. There is one passage from the Bible that I will pray for although I don't believe in the Bible, according to the Old Testament we are to stone our children for disobedience, Deuteronomy 21:18-21. I say stone all the little brats now. So, knowing the truth about humanity and the insane fucking Bible, what's left, God? Yes I do believe in God, and God has nothing to do the Bible or man's deeds. So the time is now, it has come, bring on the nukes, push the buttons, turn the keys, let's all go outside for a change instead of staying indoors 24 hours a day, for once in our pitiful lives lift up our heads high and endure the burning searing heat of the nuclear annihilation as we all go down in a blaze of glory instead of dying this slow pathetic existence we have made for ourselves we now call LIFE. Let us die with dignity since we cannot live in peace.