for the very 1st time ever,
we really fought
over a simple n fair question
why cant u just answer it?
u said u dun care what i think
but why when i ask that question inn my fb for people's opinions
you commented it n kinda was angry?
then the fb war happens
seriously we never acted this way, especially me thou
never ever my intention of watever doin....wants to hurt u
but that day,im just so pissed that u couldnt answer that question
i guess my mind just when insane n things got out of control
we bashing each other on fb
n friends were all in shock
never they see me acting this way
what more saying harsh word publicly...
threw my hp to the wall
my room was a mess
in the end i stop comment
deleted the post n off my laptop
i dun remember what happen
but the next day i woke up
wif my right hand bruise n bleed
since im a medical student,radiographer
i xray my hand,yeah it is indeed broken...
but the weird thing after the whole fb war is
my feelings...is numb
n my mind is balnk...
up until now i feel that way
n for someone like me its not normal
i wonder if this is how people feel after they fought with their bff???
or is this a feeling of worn out???
i really dunno....
but at the same time
i just feel so peace thou
so im really confused
well, i deactivated my fb account
i didnt receive any txt from her
n i sure as hell aint gonna txt her 1st..
well,guess this is all i want to share