.:half and half:.

~*~This is to one of the most important people in my life I love you Jonathan you’re the best big brother a girl could ask or (no blood relation)~*~

Half the time I look at u and think

How luck am I to have a friend like you

You’re the big brother I never had but always dreamed of

The guy who lifts me up when im sad

The guy who makes me smile when I fell bad

The only person I can bring my problems to and not worry

The big brother of my dreams

But when u hold me close to your chest just for a second I’m in my own little world

You’re the see place I rest my heart and my head my big brother 4 life and that’s all I want

But when you hold me close and tell me things will be ok

When we laugh and play fight like 4 year olds

When we text tile 2 a.m.

I can’t help but think this is the guy of my dreams the 1 I wanna be with

The one for me

But I can see it in your eyes that to you im nothing but a friend

When u look at her you can’t look away

When you look at me it nothing but a glance

Half the time I think how luck am I to have you here the perfect friend

And im happy for you and her as long as you’re happy

But when I look into your eyes I cant help but think it you and me that we were ment to be

You’re always on my mind and god knows I can’t help it

I keep you in check and make sure your straight

Give you a safe place to leave your problems

You’re a part of me even if you don’t know it cuz ill never say it

I wish I could go back and forget these feeling

But you love her and she loves you even though I think it was ment to be only time will tell

I guess it time I let it go but what ever happens you will always be my big brother and I love you for who you are and what you are and who your not and what your not, for what u do and don’t do and most importantly for bein you…