[rawr.]

i'm like a drug. a few times and you're addicted.

Pixie here. My real name is Alyssa, but for some reason (which i don't know) my firends and other people call me Pixie. I'm an overall nice person unless you piss me off, then I'm a huge pain in the ass and a straight forward bitch. I speak my mind but only when I know that I won't get a mouthful afterwards. I get confused very easily. I have no friends because I consider them my family. The most important things in life to me are family, love and music. Nothing in the world can replace those three things in my hearts. I'm a really big flirt, even when I'm in a relationship, so my love life isn't all that great.
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I've been to hell and back on more than on occasion and I don't plan on going there again. I sometimes tend to act older than I really am, but if you know me personally,most of the time I'm really random and act childish. I can acctually be a really smart person when I want to. If I have made up my mind on something, nobady can change my decision. I have a ton of dreams and I'm hoping that all of them come true. When I get older, I want to go to collage to become a tattoo artist. When I was in kindergarden and the teacher asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, I told her a vampire. I'm completly terrified of hospitals. Whenever I walk into one of them and hear the machines beeping, keeping some people alive, sick people coughing constantly, I smell death. It makes me want to sit in a corner and cry because I realize how fragile life is.
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Some people call me Emo, but I really don't give a shit what others think. So, yeah, I love wearing alot of black eyeliner and just black in general, but that doesn't make me a bad person.Everyone has their own opinion and the only person's opinion that matter to me are my own. I go how by I feel about myself, not how others do. I love expressing myself by writing stories, poems, and songs. I hate when people talk behind my back or judge me before they even know me. I've been a bully and I've been bullied. Neither sides are pretty. Something that really pisses me off is when people think they're better than everone else. Really, they can't face the fact that other's have a hold of their life and they don't.
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Let me give you all some advice; this world will bite you in the ass if don't keep up and that's exactly what I plan on doing. Nothing in this world worth having is easy to achieve so work hard and you'll be where you've always dreamed of being.
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Her name is Alyssa.
People call her Pixie.
She's 14.
She doesn't listen and gets in trouble alot.
Her life is full of drama.
She eats alot of candy.
She's a vegan and loves animals.
She's got an amazing boyfriend. <3
She has an bad attitude.
Smiles way too much.
She speaks her mind.
She's someone you'll never forget.
She can easily give you a good time.
Curiousity is her weakness.
She's a deep thinker.
Doesn't trust anyone anymore, except a select few.
She's completely crazy & random.
She get's jelous quickly but keeps it to herself.
She believes everyone deserves a second chance.
She's extreamly ticklish.
She's gives up alot of things and never gets them back.
She makes a mess of everything she does.
She crys a little and makes up for it by laughing.
She's always on the phone.
The Wonder Pets is her favorite TV show of all time.
She <3 My Chemical Romance... ALOT.
She has plans to go to the movies or a concert every weekend.
Her favorite movie is The Notebook.