|Member Since:||Jan 13, 2013|
Soooo.... just to say some stuff about me... I am VERY artsy, and love all forms of art (although I am not good at painting... haha!) I am only 14 but the stuff I have been through has made me... grow up... early, so the age I feel more like now is like... 26 or something like that... haha. basically ALL of my dreams have to do with art, and I cannot see myself having just one job when I get older. some of my jobs will hopefully include singing in a band, writing, making videos on YouTube and hopefully becoming a YouTube partner. I know that I have big dreams, but I believe nothing is impossible, and I get VERY offended when people try and tell me that it's impossible. Okay, so moving on to some of the stuff that I've been through, I have been bullied, abused, backstabbed, forsaken, hated, and called names. Some of the other things I've dealt with are depression, cutting, suicidal thoughts, being bipolar, and a few other things. I haven't given up yet because I still see hope for my future... I know things WILL get better. I can't stand sayings like "things will get better" and stuff like that because EVERYBODY says them, and I like being original, but it is the truth. trust me. I currently have NO friends right now, and sometimes feel like I am losing my mind, but I'm not going to be broken that easily :D Some of the people I look up to are Jesus, Lacey Sturm, and Quxxn. Don't get me wrong, there are more, but those are the people I look up to the most. I wouldn't be who I am today without them. they're amazing. and to Quxxn, R.I.P. If you haven't heard of her before, then you're missing out BIG TIME. She was an amazing person that I will never forget. Soon in the future i hope to get a YouTube channel to persue my dreams, and as soon as I do, I will come here to tell whoever wants to listen :D So thats a piece of who I am... bye! stay beaufiful/strong!